it's the same ol' situation.

So I'm still lost in a thoughtful process of decision. I find myself wanting what I don't have when I'm not near it, and wanting what I have when I'm near what I don't have. If that makes any sense at all. Either way, it's the internet and there's no use in going to utterly deep into descriptions.

I'm dealing with my job one day at a time. I figured if I can make enough money to pay off my shit, and get my Zeppelin tattoo, suffering is all part of the game. Dope.

I got my hair cut. It's short, but I like it. Time for a change. HAHA OBAMA. Sucks we can't goto the Seas anymore. It's like a part of me died when Rob texted me with the news. Wow. Loser.

I couldn't afford a full meal at McDonald's today. I had $3.35. The dollar menu is a no-go after midnight, wtf? So I had to stick with just 6 piece nuggets. Consequences: STARVATION.

Cousins come in tomorrow from Cuba. I'm excited, paranoid, annoyed, complacent, hopeful, all at the same time. Kinda like a little kid. Haha I don't know where I was going with that, but I'm sure somewhere nice. Fuck it.

Well if I had anything else to say, I'd type it up.. But clearly I'm at a loss for words.
They tend to do that to me.

Goodnight universe.

consequences to every action.

This here life is quite interesting lately. Man oh man, it's so difficult to make choices, and decisions. To understand somebody and be understood is tougher than I thought. Either way, I've got a lot to look forward to lately. Finally making money, getting more tats soon, hopefully reinventing myself in a million different ways. It's interesting. So I've come to realize who my REAL friends are. <3 Thank God for those, eh?

On a lighter note, I need to stop drinking as heavily as I do. It's taking it's toll.

LMAO. JK.

Like this.

It's time for reflection, prayer, and beer.
Ready, set, GO.

A bit of concern.

So last night was hilarious. It has been proven (yet again), that one too many drinks can trigger stupidity and animosity. That's alright, we've all been through it.

So let's progress to this morning. Waking up at 10 AM due to horrid chest pains, and coughing up blood, isn't exactly rockstar status. Ok, maybe it is. haha. The world has become a better place now. I've got a job, with other opportunities out in the open as well. Things seem to be falling into place quickly.

Now all I need is another beer, and to set the record straight - I've quit smoking.

Right.